Day one done

As expected a miserable fucking day lol. I am so so sore. But I powered through some tough hills, realized I need much more water than I had anticipated and strangely enough it’s easier to keep going. 

I’ve stopped for breaks and my legs were jelly. I was having a hard time even keeping myself upright. But as soon as I started peddling again they felt strong again. So strange. 

I had a strange moment on this huge hill, I was struggling but for some reason I had to push myself through the pain. I didn’t want to stop at my first big hill. This was after about 4hrs of cycling, surely I could make it. 

I could, but I started screaming. “Come on” “fuuuuck” and then started yelling her name. I’m still carrying so much hurt from her, and how things ended. 

This trip is going to be far more therapeutic than I had imagined. 

I’m winding down for the night, no tent tonight it’s too beautiful. I’m going to fall asleep under the stars. 

Love my girls. 

Edited to add

Tent went up, goddamn it got cold fast. And I forgot to pack a sweater lol